Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i don't know why.but life has suddenly become depressing.
factors on why depressing.
i have chemmy test and 2maths quizzes this week. quizzes dates are unknown.
maths test next monday.
lit project is not getting anywhere near completion
my dearest pencil has gone missing
EXPRESSO is truly over
tml there's music.
class matters are not very nice these days
lipin, nerissa and phoebe is still refusing to hand in their passport photo.
deb and me have to do some painting thing this sat and we have no idea how to do it and i'm worried we might screw it >.<
there's a swim meet coming up and i know i shall just die of heat stroke and intense boredom cos you're not allowed to do you sch work or prac anything besides cheering for your house and doing all those rahrah stuff.
now that is depressing. sigh my poorpoor pencil. it is the pencil that stayed with me the longest! my pencils always disappear one. how annoying. and expresso is truly over! how sad. well good things come to an end..
somehow.i feel like i'm starting to miss you too..
i think. i should look on the bright side of life. after all that's what i usually tell people. i'm usually very positive in stuff and i have no idea why things are getting depressing. mhm. i need to take a good look at what positive stuff i have and count my blessings.
i am in the handbells performing group.
i have friends in class.
i have my prac to look forward to(:
i have one wonderful bunch of people who call themselves the mghandbell choir'06 who always cheer me up and make everyone hyper when we spend lotsa time together:D
i have other friends who are pretty capable in cheering me up
i have piggy!
i have you to share my joy and discouragement with. thank you!
i am lucky to be part of the children's min where i can serve God
last but not least. infact the best : i have God inside me:D
ok maybe i'm better now.
yes i really love the handbell choir. i really agree with what monica said in her blog haha. i didn't think we would be as close as we are now when i had my first few prac with the performing group. the sec1s were closer to the ex sec4s than the now sec4s and last year i liked the sec4s better. the scholars were really nice and pauline, melody, tracy, michelle and the others were really really nice too! i thought that the then sec3s were more like a clic and they tended to stick more to themselves. and when the sec4s left it was really sad cos they were such a nice bunch of people. of course i still miss them now. esp pauline and melody(: but we, meaning the sec2s and 3s found out that the sec4s now are indeed a very nice group and we have bonded so much. i don't think other years bonded as much as we do. well as people say. once you get to know a person well, you will change your perspective of the person and make a true friendship. as for your case. just replace the "person" with the handbell choir. (: hee. i have a feeling. afterthe sec2s and 3s entered the performing group, we made quite alot of changes that most prob bonded all of us. eg. we created a blog. we suggested a t-shirt (and now krystle wants a jacket too!:) and we think of going out and having camps and all that stuff(: yes. we certainly rock cos we are one united cca group(:
now. i'm wondering what can i do during the swim meet to prevent myself from dying of heat stroke and intense boredom. somemore there's tuition after that. how sad. if only there will be something nice going on after that. and oh. i'm really worried for cross country thingy. how am i gonna survive that i wonder...
ok.i think i kinda cheered myself up. back to disgusting chemmy. btw. here's a really nice song(:
Verse 1:
Great is the Lord God almighty
great is the Lord on high
The train of His robe
fills the temple
and we cry out highest praise
Pre-Chorus:
Glory to the risen king
glory to the Son
glorious Son
Chorus:
Lift up your heads
open the doors
let the king of glory come in
and forever be our God
Verse 2:
Holy is the Lord God almighty
holy is the Lord on high
let all the earth bow before you
and crown You Lord of all
*i'll never give up and will continue to keep you in prayer. amen.